My thoughts on Tom Delonge’s apparent departure from Blink-182

Recently, there has been a lot of talk on social media (particularly Facebook) on Tom Delonge leaving Blink-182.

When I first heard this story, I was shocked and disappointed by this news, until I saw Tom’s post on Instagram about how he never quit. This was a huge relief for me, as Tom is a huge part of the band (as well as Mark and Travis of course), and I couldn’t imagine the band continuing without him. It just wouldn’t be the same.

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However, during a Rolling Stone interview, Mark and Travis described him as “ungrateful” and “disingenous”, and that Matt Skiba (guitarist of Alkaline Trio) will be replacing him for their upcoming set at Musink Festival. They also talked about the frustrations they were having with Tom, particularly when they booked the studio for early January and received an email from Tom’s manager explaining how Tom didn’t have any interest in recording, and was more focused on his other stuff. Why he couldn’t talk to them himself is totally beyond me.

They say that it’s hard working with someone who is ungrateful and that they’ve done all they could for him, and it’s all been pushing the band back for years and that he’s acting disingenous when he said he didn’t quit the band.

(Full article: http://www.rollingstone.com/music/news/blink-182s-hoppus-barker-blast-ungrateful-disingenuous-tom-delonge-20150126?page=3)

Personally, as much as I love Tom, this makes a lot more sense on Travis and Mark’s side. Unlike Tom, they want to continue with Blink-182 like they have done for the past 20 years, but it looks like Tom just isn’t set for it anymore. His manager told them that he was out, but he still denied it.

Hearing all of this disappointed me greatly, as Tom has been part of the band since the very beginning, and as much as I don’t want Blink-182 to end from this, I couldn’t imagine them moving on without him.

But I’ve now come to a realisation that huge changes such as this one happen in life, whoever you are or what you do. Yes, many fans are disappointed by this, and like so many other bands, they always want to keep their fans happy, but I think in this situation, we need to think about the band themselves. As sad as it may be, we should think about what they want as a band. They are human, after all. If Tom isn’t keen on continuing with Blink-182 anymore, he doesn’t have to.

Change is a huge part of life. Sometimes, we like it and sometimes we don’t. But either way, we have to accept it. There are many points in life where we have to face big changes and turns, whether we want to or not.

Two big turns in my life was starting college and university. When I left school at 16 to join college, I felt that I wasn’t ready to take that turn. As much as I couldn’t wait to leave school, I was used to it there, and the nerves of starting somewhere new made me want to go back, until I shortly settled in. Unfortunately, it took a little longer for me to settle in to university after finishing my two years at college, and there were a few times where I’d be in doubt and just wanted to quit and go back to life at home, but eventually I did, and I reckon I’ll be feeling the exact same way when I finish next year.

Also, it may be hard to let go of how things used to be, and it’s sad when you look back at those memories and realise that things aren’t really going to be the same again, but instead of feeling sad about what you no longer have, it’s better to reminisce them as fond memories.

I say this because I miss being teenager a lot, most significantly when I was 14. At the time, apart from school, I didn’t have a worry in the world. I remember in the summer when I was being driven home from the seaside in the evening. I used to watch the sun go down by the sea whilst I listened to Blink-182 on my iPod. They were a huge part of my life back then, and still are now. I miss those days a lot, especially now that I have a lot more responsibilities. Sometimes, I do wish I could go back, even if it’s just for a day, but I know I can’t live in the past forever, because life is about moving forward, not back. And just because times have changed since I was 14 and I don’t live how I used to back then, that doesn’t mean I won’t have more memories like that.

So all I can say about Tom’s departure is that he will always be a part of Blink-182, even if he won’t be in the band anymore. Blink-182 will move on without him, and it may not be the same, but that doesn’t mean it will be entirely bad. Yes, we can always remember how it used to be, but we have to look at the positivies, because there could still be good times ahead.

People change. Memories don’t.

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Five Nights at Freddy’s: Disney Version

Once again, the internet has come up with yet another clever idea to make Disney more disturbing.Based on the famous Creepypasta “Abandoned by Disney”, a fan-made demo version (the full version of the game will probably be finished next year) of Five nights at Freddy’s was created called “Five nights at Treasure Island” (an actual abandoned Disney resort)I found the game was easy to download and very enjoyable to play. It has the famous photo-negative Mickey Mouse suit from the story, which can jump out on you if he catches you.I don’t know if there are anymore nights to play on after the second night (since I couldn’t get past that level yet), but although night 1 may seem dead easy, it certainly raises its difficulty once you get to night 2.

Screenshot of the game with the infamouse photo-negative Mickey Mouse

Screenshot of the game with the infamouse photo-negative Mickey Mouse

For something that is fan-made and non-profitable, I’d say the creator of this did an amazingly good job, and if it wasn’t for copyright, it could become an actual licensed game. I think the only problem I had playing this was shutting off the cameras on camera mode (since they don’t turn back on), and for some reason during night 2, the head from Donald Duck’s suit appeared out of nowhere and started making a loud screeching noise, even though he still appeared in his original position on camera mode (the aim of the game is to keep them out of your room), and the game let me play on as normal (with that annoying racket in the background), until Mickey finally caught me.

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But overall, I enjoyed this game a lot, and will probably be playing it after I post this.

My take on Haruhi Suzumiya

A friend of mine reccommended I watch an anime called “The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya” Now, I had heard of this before. I had seen Haruhi fanart across Deviantart before, and she was referenced in Lucky Star, an anime I enjoyed a lot. I figured I might as well watch it, since Haruhi looked like a fun protagonist and I needed some new anime to watch, so I watched the first few episodes.

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Unfortunately, I was disappointed. Here are my main reasons why I didn’t enjoy it:

1. I hate Haruhi. Yes, I said it. She is extremely irritating, grumpy and downright too aggressive. I had heard from the start that she was a little strange and had a very eccentric personality, but it was not what I expected at all. I was expecting a fun-loving and hyper kind of weirdo, a bit like Konata from Lucky Star. Instead, she was too aggressive and constantly stripped and forced Mikuru into stupid outfits. I didn’t know if that was supposed to be funny, but I certainly wasn’t laughing. I found it awkward and a little disturbing. It’s a shame, because my first impression of her was she looked like a fun protagonist. But no, I can’t say I like anything about her. I think I prefer Haruhi from Ouran, thanks.

2. Poor Mikuru has to put up with this girl’s torture, and I feel bad for her, but at the same time, her overly sensitive character is annoying. She’s always squealing and crying at something, even in the introduction when she’s bawling like a baby whilst cheerleading. It gets almost as annoying as Haruhi herself. Mikuru needs more backbone, because her overly sweet and delicate character doesn’t make her likable to me either.

(c) HerpDerpYAOI (deviantart)

(c) HerpDerpYAOI (deviantart)

3. Seriously, why is Kyon even around these people? He was much better off with his normal high school friends. Why hang around some annoying chick who has serious attitude problems? She may seem like she’d rip your head off your shoulders if you ditch her, but we all know she won’t.

4. The sudden fight scene with Ryoko and Kyon. All I can say is this:

Right you are, Ron Burgundy

Right you are, Ron Burgundy

5. So, Yuki (One of the only characters I like, along with Itsuki) is an alien, Mikuru is a time traveller and Itsuki is an esper. Interesting twists, but apart from Yuki (her part was very interesting), they were all too casual! Itsuki tells Kyon over a cup of coffee and Mikuru just happens to mention it at the park. I especially hated Mikuru’s part, as hearing “That information is classified” in her sweet little voice got irritating very fast.

That’s all I have, because I think I stopped watching after the esper episode. I think the only good things I can say about this is Yuki and Itsuki (who I find very good looking, by the way. It’s a shame he’s in such a bad anime) I know I mainly talked about the characters in this, but in my opinion, it’s lovable and memorable characters that play a huge part in a good anime (along with a good story of course), which is what my favorites all have. Haruhi Suzumiya just doesn’t have that kind of connection with characters, making it difficult for me to get into the story.

Anyway, that’s all I have to say, so I’m going to end this with Itsuki, because you know, he’s perfect.

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Why I no longer like Steel Panther

I remember when I first listened to Steel Panther. I was fifteen at the time, and I believe I was off sick from school. Normally on sick days, I’d either watch cartoons or music channels like Kerrang! and Scuzz. I can’t remember which one it was, but Steel Panther’s music video for “Death to all but metal” came on. I found the video was entertaining, especially at the beginning when the teacher questions the rebellious kid and talks him down about heavy metal and he simply replies with “Death to all but metal” Cue Steel Panther. The song to me was like an anthem, because when I was fifteen, I had the kind of attitude that kid in the video had. I criticized music that wasn’t heavy enough, and talked down other genres, especially pop. Of course I wasn’t metal, because the heaviest band I listened to back then was Slipknot, and even they aren’t considered “real metal” to some people (not that I actually care about that) No, I was a bitter emo kid back then who moped around listening to Marilyn Manson, and like I said before, wanted to spit on happy pop songs.

Anyway, I downloaded the song from the Internet and told my friends about it. Most of them enjoyed it, and me and this one friend in particular started to say “Death to all but metal” practically all the time. I definitely don’t agree with that statement now obviously, but it was pretty amusing at the time.

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After a year had passed, I finished school in year eleven and moved on to study a level 3 diploma in college. 2011 was a pretty sweet year, and to top it all off, my boyfriend at the time booked me and him tickets to see Def Leppard at the Wembley Arena in December with Motley Crue and Steel Panther as supports. I was so excited to go, and remember trying to hold my excitement in as I sat in college listening to a guest speaker. I couldn’t hold my focus much though. That’s how excited I was.

The concert was amazing, and despite going with an ex boyfriend, it was definitely one of the best concerts I’ve ever been to. Both Motley Crue and Steel Panther were amazing support acts (especially Motley Crue and their stage performances) Steel Panther were funny guys and were great with the audience, and “Just like Tiger Woods” had become one of my favorites from them. The people there were friendly too and a lot of fun to be around. It was a night to remember, and one I so desperately wanted to relive. But unfortunately, all good things come to an end.

Nearly a year later, me and my ex were going to see Steel Panther again. I was seventeen at this point, and still had the same kind of attitude I had when I was fifteen, except now I was crazily obsessed with Motley Crue (that and my ex boyfriend’s attitude unfortunately turned me into a bit of a douche for a while), and criticized modern metal (Ignorantly labelling it “emo shit” constantly) I was excited to go, and remember my mum giving me a note to give to my tutor to tell him that I’d have to leave early due to a doctor’s appointment, when I was actually going to go to travel to London for the show. The excitement was almost like what I felt a year earlier, and I knew the show would be just as awesome as Def Leppard’s, right?

Wrong. I wish I never attended that concert.

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I remember the long queue into the Hammersmith Apollo (since we still had to wait for the doors to open) There were a lot of fans with funky 80s glam metal clothes and wigs. One group in particular started to sing “Death to all but metal”, and a few of us sang along (excluding my ex who just stood around like a lemon) The more we sang, the more excited I got.

However, it was the fans who ruined the night for me, and made me out as some idiot. I noticed at first, a few were glaring at me, some were laughing and some just flat-out swore at me for no reason.

But the worst is what happened before the concert. The show was just about to start, and the lights were out and the stage was lit up with flashy looking lights. No one in the seating area were standing up yet, but I had to stand up for a quick moment to let a guy come through to his seat. Immediately, an ignorant fat man with a wig that looked like black pubic hair yelled “Sit down!” at me. He didn’t care that the guy coming through had a crutch. The band hadn’t even come on yet, so I don’t know what he was getting so pissy about. I decided whilst I was still up to take a quick snap of the stage, so just as the man on the crutch passed me, I quickly took my phone out to get a picture of the stage. Again, he yelled “Sit down!” I was embarrassed and angry. I couldn’t say anything back, because he was sitting one row behind me, so it would look like I was snapping at the wrong people. I immediately sat down, blushing red. My ex didn’t even ask if I was okay, but just stared at me with a look of shock in his face. It was more like he was shocked at me than the guy to be honest. Yeah, thanks so much for defending me.

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I tried to enjoy the concert as much as I could though, and continued to take pictures (since everyone was standing up now) Pubic hair man didn’t bother me anymore, though I did catch this one guy who was obviously trying too hard, as he starting throw plastic cups towards the stage. Luckily, I was on the other side of the seating area from him, so it didn’t hit me. He was the only one doing this, and I’m surprised security didn’t come out to tell him to stop.

He didn't exactly look like this, but he did have long hair

He didn’t exactly look like this, but he did have long hair

I kept a smiling face on after the concert, but deep down I was hurt a lot. Me and my ex took the train back home, and none of us talked about pubic hair man or the douchebag fans. We just talked about how much we enjoyed the concert, and I showed him the pictures I took.

I was still hurt a lot from how I was treated, and didn’t want to go to Motorhead the day after the next day. Luckily, that concert was a lot better and I’m glad I went.

But after what happened, I started listening to Steel Panther less and less. I still kept their songs on my iPod, but skipped every song from them that came up. My obsession with Motley Crue eventually died too. In the end, when me and my ex broke up a few months later, I realised how selfish and close-minded I must have been when I was 15-17, and I was deeply embarrassed by my attitude. I had guilty pleasure pop songs which I only listened to on Youtube (when my ex wasn’t around. His attitude with music was worse) that I added to my iPod, and I went to see Green Day in the summer. A lot of the Steel Panther fans hated them, and were shouting “Death to Green Day!” during the queue. To me, going to see Green Day was like a big “fuck you” to those assholes in my mind. I felt better about myself, now that I dumped my ignorant boyfriend (the relationship was really dying around the time we saw Steel Panther), stopped my annoying 80s metal obsession and simply decided that I was going to listen to what I wanted. Bite me, Steel Panther fans.

Unfortunately, it was my bad concert experience that put me off the band. I know not all Steel Panther fans are like that (In fact, I know a few fans who are great people) and I don’t completely blame the band, but I just don’t like them anymore. Yeah, they were cool when I was a teenager, but now, they’re just too much for my liking. I stopped listening for a while since the concert, but it took me until just a few months ago to realize that I no longer like them.

I still have one of their CDs and a t-shirt. I’m going to try and sell the CD through CEX. As for the shirt, I’m going to burn it because the print on the front is crappy and probably won’t sell. I’m going to burn it to burn my old attitude and the concert itself. I’m glad I moved on from them (I still like Def Leppard and Motley Crue though), as it’s made me a better and more open-minded person.

Anyway, just for the lolz, here’s a photo of me when I was seventeen compared to how I am now.

Me (aged 17)

Me (aged 17)

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